Hello, this is my story my pain: the world through Michiru’s eyes. This 
story is rated Pg. and sailormoon belongs to Naoko Takeuchi, but 
remember this story is mine, so please don’t steal it.
? Note, if Michiru and Haruka being lesbians offend you, you probably 
do not want to read this.


My pain: the world through Michiru’s eyes

	It’s morning.  The sun is shining.  It looks to be another 
wonderful, but only to people who see the sun as good thing.  I get up 
as always to take my shower.  Haruka usually makes my breakfast (which 
is usually just cereal.) for me today, because today is Tuesday.  Haruka 
isn’t home today, because she away at a big race in Kyoto.  She’ll be 
gone for five days more.  I wish she were here.  I wish she didn’t leave 
yesterday.  It would be all okay if Haruka was here.  I don’t want to 
cry.  I think it doesn’t matter if I cry in the shower, no one is here 
to see my puff red eyes.  I don’t want to get dressed.  I don’t want to 
wear my stupid maroon and light green school uniform.  I just want to 
sit and cry in my room, but I know I must get dress and so I am.
	Walking to school is nice since no one bothers me on my walk.  
They will though when I get to school, because now they know I’m a 
lesbian.  It all started yesterday.  Haruka had left for the race that 
morning so she doesn’t know what’s happening.  But anyway on to what 
happened, it all started in homeroom, everyone was joking around.  They 
said (the girls in my class), “did your bishonen leave you?” and other 
bitter things like that. They’re all jealous of me because I have the 
most beautiful ‘boy’ in school.  Well till they found out Haruka was a 
girl.  They found out while I was talking to my homeroom teacher.  My 
teacher asked my how ‘she’ was and then the girls started to listen in.  
And then I made the biggest mistake of my life I said "Haruka is fine, 
she’s away at a big race for the school.” and then the girls pointed 
and said in unison ‘HARUKA’S A GIRL!” and from that point on my life 
has is hell.  I get pushed in the halls, all the tough girls want to 
beat me up, and any sort of person I used to talk to now hates me.  The 
only nice thing that’s happened to me is the other sailor senshi have 
tried really hard to help me out.

	So now I have to build enough strength to go past those girls who 
I know are just waiting to push me in the mud.  Why am I so afraid, I 
was never this afraid in my life?  I wonder if it shows on my exterior?  
if it does I’m screwed.  If they find out I’m scared they’ll never stop.  
I think that If I was with Haruka I’d be okay.  I must do this.  I don’t 
usually ever feel this way.  My feet feel awkward and heavy.  If I trip 
it’s all over, the girls are push in to the mud when I pass them.  I 
hate how they think I’m a freak just for liking other girls.  I really 
wish that Haruka was here, it she was those girls wouldn’t dare even 
think of hurting me.
 	“Hey freak!” the tallest girl says to me.
“Yes?  What do you want from me?” I ask.
 	“What the hell made you so messed up in life?  is it that weird 
hair color of yours, or are all snotty bitches dikes?” the tall girl 
asks me.
	“Hair color has nothing to do with it,” I tell her, ”and… no not 
all snotty ‘bitches’ as you call them are ‘dikes’”
	“And why is that?” the tall girl remarked and then ties to spit 
on me but missed.
	“Well because,” I say with great confidence, “you’re not a 
lesbian.”
 
 	I think that remark will keep them away from me for a while.  The 
girls all seem very mad at what I said to their “leader”. they all look 
so funny; their faces are all red. Hehe, I don’t think they’ll be 
bothering me for a while

	Well I was right they didn’t bother me for a while, two whole days 
to be exact.  On the third day, today, Rei is walking with me to school 
since she has the day off because her school is being renovated for 
bugs.
 
  	“I’m really happy you could walk with me.” I tell Rei.
	“Oh, I’m happy to help.  I know that now that Haruka is away from 
you must feel really lonely.” Rei says to me.
	“Yes I do feel lonely lately.  Especially because of my class 
finding out.” I admit to her.
Rei smiles at me and says to me.  “It’s okay, the senshi will always be 
your friends.”
	“Thank you.” I say to her, “that makes me feel much better.”
	“I’m glad to help.” She tells me as we arrive at my school.
	“Hey look at the two freaks.” A voice says.  I turn around it’s 
the same tall girl from two days ago.
	“Did you get a new girl friend?” the short chunky one asks me 
sarcastically.
	“Rei is not my girl friend, she’s just my friend.” I tell the 
group.
	“Ya right.” The little chunky on says.
 	“Hey maybe the other girl doesn’t know.” The brunet in the back 
says to the tall leader girl.
	“Hey!” the tall leader girl says to Rei, “did you know your 
friends a dike?” the rest of the girls snicker after their leader tells 
Rei.
	“Yes, I’m aware that Michiru is a lesbian.  Why do you think I 
have to be homosexual too to be her friend?” Rei yells at them.
The group looks at each other and the back at Rei and I.  The group now 
slowly departs except for the leader.
	“You should leave this school.” the leader tells me, “we don’t 
want any freaks of nature in our school.  Come back when your 
chromosomes are fixed.”
	“It’s not my I who need to be fixed.” I tell her trying to hold 
back my tears; “ It’s you!”
	“There’s nothing wrong with me.” She tells me, “I’m perfectly 
fine, I’m second in our class and all the boys like me.”
	“Yes and I’m first in our class and your mad because I’m a 
lesbian and that means Haruka’s a girl and you can’t be her girl 
friend.”
	“SHUT UP!” the leader girl screams at me.  Tears start to roll 
down her face.
	“Listen,” I say, “I don’t hate you.  I just want this whole 
thing to be over.”
	“Ya… well I’m not going to stop you FREAK!” she sobs.
	“Come on,” I say to her as I try to help her up, but she only 
slaps my hand away and says, “You stupid bitch dike. I’ll never except 
charity from you.” 
I look back at Rei and say good bye and walk in to school the leader 
girl just sits there and cries and says “it’s not fair it’s not 
fair…Haruka was supposed to be mine.”

	I have a good feeling the worst is over.  I think all I have to 
worry about now is how to break the news to Haruka that our secret is 
out.


Well tell me what you think.  You can email me at 
shinjichan@hotmail.com. If you want to see the first and last scenes 
there are pictures that I drew you can check them out in fan art 
sections of this site or at my site at
www.geocities.com/tokyo/bridge/5667/